Well, its definitely with the girls. The guys i’ve been with are either too weak or like a pain in the ass. I would say that if i can go back again, i rather not have any relationships with any guys, cos i did that just so that i don get “left out” and i’m just trying so hard to fit in i guess. 

But at the end of the day, i was too stupid to realise that i didnt need to fit in, cos everyone is special and unique in his or her ways, why must i be like everyone else and get a bf just bcos the friends around me are all going gaga over guys or they are in a relationship with a guy? 

I guess right from young, my sexuality has already been “set”, i think i like girls since young, so definitely i would enjoy more with the girls. Especially my current one, she’s definitely the one for me <3